9/10 Poem #2

Have you not learned
Love they
haven't earned
Ponder on
the wait of its worth

Stop
the dates
Stop
The cares

Unlucky libra
your luck's gonna change
Stop, chasing pavements
that lead no where

Youre stronger
be wronger
Certain
Love will set you free!

9/10 Poem #1

Bad night
A new day
surrender this
in tears I pay
rule breaker
gone astray
Delibrate disobedience
to take me away

Another
Just like before
Trusting a fools heart
that beats for the dismay

9/10 Poem

I learned the hard way that they all say

Things you wanna hear

My heavy heart sinks deep down under

You and your twisted words

Your help just hurts

You are not what I thought you were

Hello to high and dry

Convinced me to please you

Made me think that I need this too

I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

You grabbed my face

Through emotions all over the place

Made me out to be

Unable to breathe easy

And now you have the nerve to play along
You got your kicks, you get your kicks from playing me
And the less you gave the more I wanted so foolishly

But I will never be your stepping stone
Taking back my heart and leaving you alone
I will never be your stepping stone
Looks like ill just keep on stepping on my own

9/6 Poem

I wrote a letter
to my 9 year old self
Be brave in love
The hurts, help

She wrote me instructions
for life, in her diary
Love God, family and others
Unconditionally

Pages of prayers 
such innocence
Pleads to God
for loved ones repents

Her life's gonna be unfair
Got dammit the blame
Dads drugs, Mom's Sex, loves lost,
Loneliness comforted by pain

If my 9 year old self
asked me why's her life gonna be so hard
I'd say fear not, the bad days of others
make yours a walk in the park