10/3 Poem

I dated a Frank Sinatra once

And ohh was he a fine fella

He wore a cologne of love

And when we danced I became Cinderella

Smile today love I miss you, I love you. You are in my thoughts always.

With love,

India

9/10 Poem #2

Have you not learned
Love they
haven't earned
Ponder on
the wait of its worth

Stop
the dates
Stop
The cares

Unlucky libra
your luck's gonna change
Stop, chasing pavements
that lead no where

Youre stronger
be wronger
Certain
Love will set you free!

9/10 Poem #1

Bad night
A new day
surrender this
in tears I pay
rule breaker
gone astray
Delibrate disobedience
to take me away

Another
Just like before
Trusting a fools heart
that beats for the dismay

9/10 Poem

I learned the hard way that they all say

Things you wanna hear

My heavy heart sinks deep down under

You and your twisted words

Your help just hurts

You are not what I thought you were

Hello to high and dry

Convinced me to please you

Made me think that I need this too

I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

You grabbed my face

Through emotions all over the place

Made me out to be

Unable to breathe easy

And now you have the nerve to play along
You got your kicks, you get your kicks from playing me
And the less you gave the more I wanted so foolishly

But I will never be your stepping stone
Taking back my heart and leaving you alone
I will never be your stepping stone
Looks like ill just keep on stepping on my own

9/6 Poem

I wrote a letter
to my 9 year old self
Be brave in love
The hurts, help

She wrote me instructions
for life, in her diary
Love God, family and others
Unconditionally

Pages of prayers 
such innocence
Pleads to God
for loved ones repents

Her life's gonna be unfair
Got dammit the blame
Dads drugs, Mom's Sex, loves lost,
Loneliness comforted by pain

If my 9 year old self
asked me why's her life gonna be so hard
I'd say fear not, the bad days of others
make yours a walk in the park

8/20 Poem

Jaded moons
No sad songs left to sing
Life's been a
Happening

Three twenty five
Morning work
Missing love
Alone for what its worth

I chased a fellow
But the light turned red
Desperate to visit lost hope
With the dreams in my head

7/11

Seven eleven love
Always open for chance
Im thinking forever's
Long-term romance

Face to face with fear
Such bold smiles
Should prayers be answered
Lord grant me a husband, a child

Damn I'm awesome to of overcame
The rights the wrongs and made peace with the pain
Optimism, faith and a heart determined
To live, to love, to like Shane

Toni stole my birthday
Lucky Libras lost in emotions
Happy to say
Bingo, one zero one five wins



Dinner, movies, love in the making 
Warm hands that calm the doubts within
Its too soon, there's rules, slow down...thinking
yolo, throw caution to the wind

Grit, give my all, let him in
No more once upon a times, no more sad ends
I need that real love,  cancel those pretends

Ill smile when its good
I'll cry when its great,
Ill work to make it work
Ill try my best to relate

I only have one chance to give
One tear and I'm out
I'm grown enough to know
The BS isnt what Im bout

Master class; wise from the be-fore's
Pursuit, as many times as it takes
Til I find what I need
What's one more heart break

 

Need to want your love
To improve my life
Need to want your love
Make me your wife

Need to want your love
Need me to have it
Need to want your love
Make loving me your bad habit

Need to want your love
Want to need me around
Need to want your love
Keep away the frowns

Need to want your love
Think of me in your prayers
Need to want your love
Need to want my love near