That's too bad for us
I'm sure of it for me
He became thy lost love
I needed subconciously
Squandered forgiveness
Led this fool's fragile heart astray
Stubborn thy mind to concieve
Potential felicity reason to stay
An intentional diversion
Although relunctant I learned
Hurt begets hurt
Lest redemption be earned
As the story be told
I met a stranger whom I loved
Pedastled in admiration
Priced his needs, mine above
I defied gravity to hover
Paralytically on borrowed time
In fear any upset would confirm
Thy hopes of us were just mine
Settled to recoarse as friends
I knew him to fail any change
He who abandons once
If allowed to, will again and again
A fool for love
Is what I made me
Blind eyes found refuge
To prevalent treachery
Cloaked by pain I deserve
Strength now but none then to leave
Him a mere tyrannical mortal
Athena he not better to beseige
Only if he knew
The lesson he burdened himself to teach
If and when learned, robbed him
Of the love so reverently beseeched
If I knew of him at all
He wanted to care, even lovingly
Let the stars be cursed
Vexed now to thy memory
Hear me confess
That be but my one regret
Thy fallacies t'with love
Novices, fail sure by his suspect
Bless'd to have known
Someone with what made him me
Alone dispelled from loneliness
Newfound conviction with security
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